Trust me it wasn’t like this for most of my life.
For most of my life, I felt anxious, depressed, unwanted and uncomfortable around other people. When I woke up every morning, it was as if someone turned on a low volume radio in my head that constantly whispered horrible things to me about how I wasn’t worth the ground I stood on, or I was too ugly or stupid to be loved. Don’t even get me started about walking about mirrors or reflective windows. I really could not stand myself.
I tried many different techniques hoping to change something, anything, inside of me.
I studied hypnosis, NLP, tapping techniques and got different measures of relief. I learned how to communicate more effectively, take things a little less seriously, and go into some very deep trances. But, I still felt like there was something fundamentally wrong with me. All of the time.
Eliminating beliefs is my thing.
Years ago, when I found Morty’s work online, I knew I found something that was different, was amazing, and would finally make the difference.
The noise in my head disappeared.
I often made a joke with others that as soon as my alarm went off in the morning, it would be replaced with a “radio” in my head that would constantly broadcast the “Sh#tty sound of the 70’s, 80’s, 90’s and today”. It was constant and felt like part of what it meant to be a person. I didn’t really know how profound the work of Morty and his Lefkoe Belief Process was until one morning after eliminating a number of negative core beliefs I heard:
Nothing.
I walked from my bed to the bathroom and noticed I felt extremely calm and there was a silence I had never experienced before. I’ve had constant noise in my head since I was a kid. I was elated! This stuff truly works, I promise you!